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I notice that a new post hasn’t been updated in a couple of months. It’s almost as if reaching the year anniversary fulfilled a milestone. Or, possibly, the lack of wordsmithing is an indicator of the clutter of living that has distracted the out pour of random thoughts which is this page, knowing, without question, that my thoughts are not random at all. Could that be the connection? I have also had off-and-on nightmares since the last post. I have learned over the years that nightmares for me mean an imbalance of work and play, not enough fun in the “live” category, a clogging of the way things work, a kind of forced existence. Realization is the beginning. For example, in the last couple of months I have added the most beautiful eyes to my everyday, began anew on a couple of different creative levels, and have not allowed the phyical drain of autoimmunity stop me. I feel the equilibrium thawing through.